The magic number for tomorrow's exam is 19.25--as in the percentage I need on the exam to pass Enlightenment Europe with 50% on the dot! *phew* I know it sounds horribly, but it's very reassuring to know that I can almost completely blow the exam and still pass. Not well--and it would totally kill my GPA--but at least I wouldn't have to take an extra course to make up for it.
*sigh* I studied for 12 hours today, breaking only for dinner and to go to the bathroom (I skipped lunch), and I'm still completely unprepared! I have probably 0 details memorized, and I can't really remember the readings either, even though that's basically all I did today--go over the readings.
Going downtown with my parents tomorrow so I can do some major last-minute studying at Robarts. Hopefully 3 hours should be enough to review my lecture notes, then 2 hours for hard core memorization, and 1 hour before the exam to freak out!! Maybe I should bring my Tonberry plushie with me? I brought him to all my exams in first year so that when I freaked out I could at least squeeze him and calm down a bit... AH!!! Why am I such an idiot to give myself so much stress? All I needed to do was stick to the plan and review one course reader on Mon., one on Tues., and leave today for lecture note review, but NO! I did half a reader on Monday, and NOTHING yesterday, so I had to finish off both readers and the notes today! Baka baka baka!!! And I complained about my poor Avs? Why can't I learn?